I’m currently fustrated beyond belief. I’m in a state of total confusion and vulnerability and I do not like it one bit at all. I don’t know what to think anymore about one situation, my brain is trying to go two different directions at once. I don’t know what to expect for uni. It’s like life is making it impossible for me to have a slight chance of going overseas with Fallon after having to pay for car accidents, stolen phones, car rego and uni shit. I know I chose to have those luxuries but it is all coming at me at once and I simply cannot afford any of those things. From next week onwards if I’m not at uni I will be working and I’m getting really run down and tired of emotions changing within 5 minutes. People aren’t talking to me and it’s making me more upset than ever and I just want a hug from my best friend but she lives on the other side of the world. These a minor problems in the big picture of life but when they all add up at once it becomes hard not to get overwhelmed. I’m just tired.